September 2012
1 post
I can’t fucking sleep more than an hour at a time. Wtf !!!!!!
August 2012
26 posts
368.) It sucks when you wanna be with someone but...
Have you ever missed somebody so much you couldn’t realize it? When you do all the emotions dealing with that person come back like a flood and you just want to be able to hug and kiss them one more time. I am missing somebody who is really special in my life.
Sometimes you have to stop thinking so much and...
I got up to use the bathroom and started crying again…. I hate this… I hate I had to part with my dog… 1yr and 4 months I raised him… I love the guy…
Today is one of the worst days of my life. I had to say goodbye to baki… I love the guy and hope he finds a good place to live but I am also so sorry we had to go down this road. I never wanted to say goodbye. I’ll always love and Miss you baki. Again I’m so sorry…
Truth is, if I could pick anyone.. It’d still be...
chelaymahalay:
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I have become so disgusted with humanity that I forgot the unlimited potential we possess.
At this shitty job where my nigger boss is pulling power plays because I’m not in his little ghetto click.
How much more is going to be taken from me. Wtf do I have to do?
July 2012
85 posts
I really enjoyed today talking with Hannah. She really is the most amazing women.
When we're constantly searching for the things we...
Two jobs with school my life is going to be very tiring
I hate being a man who fucking cries.
Guess this is goodbye.
I lay here trying to forget the world but the pain is still there. I wonder how long until it scars up and makes me more disconnected and angry at the world.
Being a nice guy just lets everyone else shit on you.
You got to love how you try to do rite by others and the only thing people care about is them selves. This world is doomed. Humans have become a prideful, lustful, greedy, and just down rite evil. People need to start paying attention to how there actions effect the world around them.
I’m going to buy a little fridge and hide liquor in it. I really can go for some hard drinks rite now.
Now I have to ship my dog to my mom. Lol life is fucking great. I hope I can see the silver lining soon because I’m done. I’m tired of always losing everything I love in my life. I need something to break.
On top of everything going bad I’m getting sick. Thank you life for kicking me in the balls while I’m down.
I don’t know what to do… I have never been lost like this before.
I hate being dish bitch at work. 9 hours of clean cooked and raw chicken non-stop. Other then cutting 6 boxes of 20lbs lemons and squeezing them. I hate my fucking job.
